todays and yesterdays

ok lets see.. today was pretty good... actually better than usual.. i was happy cuz kt hugged me and like ya =] soo like umm i was like in a pissy mood after school for sum reason.. and like idk i was listening to job for a cowboy cuz they are loud DEATHmetal soo it was goood for my mood.. soo ya... and like yaa then i went to church for wednesday night class.. and i calmed down and i went from HARDCORE to mellow emoish.. and like ya soo weird.. but ya i've been thinking a lot lately about kt(obviously) and like wat i can do to get over her.. but i couldnt think of anything.. even getting a gf doesnt help... i guess i just need sum time... i guess im in the same predicament as she is.. cuz im stuck on her and shes stuck on corey.. prolly by the time she is fully over with corey is when ill be fully over with her.. and im pretty sure thats not anytime soon.. but ya i've been tryin to be happier with kayla and its kinda working but not really idk.. i just gotta get into it... yup ummm ... soo im in a very emo mood and im listening to emo acoustic music and its good cuz im calm and im not llike goin crazy and screaming my head off and yaa.. but sum ppl know that emo is not good with me and i really cant stay in this mood for long cuz Lord knows wat i'll dooooo... soo yaa i guess i just needa talk to sum1 or sleep or sumthing but the only person i could actually talk wont talk to me and ya well.. she prolly will she just doesnt know its her i want to talk to so she wont call but yaa... umm ya.. so i think im done for now and i think this is my shortest blog or maybe not but ya i've spoken my feelings soo im outty *click*