Don't Interupt Me!

new blog new me... i've changed soo much since my last blog!! ugh i feel like dying and grr idk but sumthing is wrong with me and i need help... i seem just fine on the outside but inside im suffering and grrrrr.... again i sink to my all time lowest.. i need to stop this it does nuthing to help me except free me of my pain for the night! but the aftermath is bad... ok umm enough emo crap lol... umm so like i finished writing my 2nd song for kt.. its really bad but i might post it sum day cuz ya.. i need to stop being such a loser and break up with kayla... cuz like she acts different around me and i dont want her getting involved with the crap i do.. cuz if i do sumthing and piss off sum1 then they get after kayla im gunna feel horrible soo i need to let go of her for her sake... ugh umm ya so kt read the song and i have no clue wat she thought about it cuz she didnt say anything or do anything that would show wat she was thinking or feeling! =[ ummm soo ya.. i've even started in the highschool bathroom thats not good.. that means i can do it anywhere... ugh.. umm yaa lets see kt is wearing her blue shirt with poofy sleeves and sum tight jeans. lol sorry i didnt knwo wat to write so i wrotr sumthing random... um ya ahahah i've been saying um and ya a lot in this one.. soo lets see today has been alright i gave kt her juicebox she wanted and ya lol she like was staring at it for like 2 minutes then shes like OH MY JUICE BOX lol shes a lil slow sumtimes, i think she gets it from joey but joey is really cool so its ok with him! =P anddadadadadahh brittani estes keeps trying to read this blog but she can wait until i post it to read it and ya.. shes pretty kewl a lil obsessive over things but everyone has there own problems.. even tho ppl might not know wat they are... but brittani is a really cool girl!!!!!! i've got writers block right now soo im gunna finish this up... ok????? ok!!!!!! have a nice day and yaa i miss kt and i need to go to the movies with her for her birthday... ok im outty pCE *click*