here i stand, all alone, tonight

oooooo godayumn.. i cant believe how attatched i am to katie!! shes soo gosh darn amazing!!! =].. lol its true she is amazing lol but ya anyways!! *happysigh* so ya umm idk lately has been good yet really bad.. its been bad cuz ive gotten in a lot of trouble like getting 2 inschools and getting caught for selling pills and standing in the wrong classroom and being a smart @$$.. but ya good news is not that i saved a load of money on car insurance by switching to geico. INFACT i dont even have a car let alone a liscence...BUT...I think im head over heals for katie.. lol that sounds pretty gay lol.. but the only other way i can describe it is that im madly inlove with her!!.. idk wat it is.. lol i'd just love to call her my girlfriend! but calling her my best friend is good enough!! lol i just realized that all this blogging is pretty much all about katie.. wow im obsessed lol i need to get a real hobby other than thinking about katie...lol... ok so i've realized this multiple times but ya im ost likely never getting back with kt but is it wrong to dream.. im pretty sure it is nt bad or wrong to dream about sumthing... i guess this is one of those "in yur dreams" things lol... oh sha la la oh sha la la laaa.. umm idk... i've come to realize that katie is pure she's a purity no man can grasp. no one can realize just how amazing she is lol im gunna stop talking about katie lol i prolly just sound really stupid.. ahaha.. anyways.. vanna is an amzing band i saw them live with from first to last blessthefall and a skylit drive.. all amazing the reason i brought it up was cuz i was listenign to "shes a real battle axe" by vanna!! i love vanna and kt put vanna on my myspace it was cool shes like u wont expect me to know this song but i've told her about vanna a bunch of times so obviously she would atleast know of them ha... when i went to tyhe from first to last and vanna show i stole a pick from the mic stand of the bassist from from first to last i was like ha imma rebel.. ok so lately i've written like 4 or 5 new songs within the past month really cool i guess they arent that good but my life is the best one i think its really good just the way the music goes with it or the way the sng actually goes.. ya thats it cuz i dont have musci to it yet lol................. so I Scream YouScream is my band im starting and i dont know if joey is going to be the drummer or not cuz bret says he found a better drummer but idk yet i havent heard him but ya katie just called me soo im gunna talk to her!!!!! sooo i guess i lll write again later in life!!! im outty *click*